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THE word i learned from Jennifer's Body.
It's supposed to be horror/comedy.
The comedy is so smashed at your face like a pie.
Trust me, you'll see it coming.
And what horror is there?
I just saw the foreplay to get the victims and after they died.
Never the process.
The shadow thing where Colin is ripped into bits is not counted.
It's like Drag me to hell again.
And you can find satanic shit online that works????
And somehow finding a solution in the library?
And it bloody works?
WHAT?!
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You know what, just because you are so into literature and shit,
that does not make you smarter than me.
What do you see in a movie beyond it's lines, story and acting?
Seriously?
What can you 'see' that I can't?
I have my own opinion about the movie and so does everybody else.
Ergo, you should not belittle of what i think of it.
I don't go around showing people a part of a book that I think I'm the only person who can understand it.
By the way, when you speak bahasa pasar, you're trying too hard.
And you think i am somehow incapable of speaking in that language, newsflash dude, I was raised by a Kadazan family.
You don't attract drama? Really? No shit.
I beg to differ, you make drama.
Stop being such an egoistic person.
To the people who own cars that has xenon headlights,
please get it properly fitted or i may have to smash them for you.
I'm seriously annoyed at how retarded these people are, getting those headlights does not make you cool.
In fact, you or your car may get hurt.
What if that person has eyesight problems?
And i don't know, managed to swerve to your way.
It's entirely your fault.
There's a reason why we have laws that is against those kind of lights, smartypants.
Then, there's some people who think they drive really fast and is on the right lane.
Hello, if you're going side by side as the car on your left, you should get out of the way.
Move to the left lane and stay there until you can keep up with the fast cars.
USE YOUR BLOODY SIGNALS!!!!!
IDIOTS, how did you get your permits?
It does not require you to use your blood to make it work, you know.
Push it up or push it down, with A FINGER!
It's supposed to be horror/comedy.
The comedy is so smashed at your face like a pie.
Trust me, you'll see it coming.
And what horror is there?
I just saw the foreplay to get the victims and after they died.
Never the process.
The shadow thing where Colin is ripped into bits is not counted.
It's like Drag me to hell again.
And you can find satanic shit online that works????
And somehow finding a solution in the library?
And it bloody works?
WHAT?!
________________________________________
You know what, just because you are so into literature and shit,
that does not make you smarter than me.
What do you see in a movie beyond it's lines, story and acting?
Seriously?
What can you 'see' that I can't?
I have my own opinion about the movie and so does everybody else.
Ergo, you should not belittle of what i think of it.
I don't go around showing people a part of a book that I think I'm the only person who can understand it.
By the way, when you speak bahasa pasar, you're trying too hard.
And you think i am somehow incapable of speaking in that language, newsflash dude, I was raised by a Kadazan family.
You don't attract drama? Really? No shit.
I beg to differ, you make drama.
Stop being such an egoistic person.
To the people who own cars that has xenon headlights,
please get it properly fitted or i may have to smash them for you.
I'm seriously annoyed at how retarded these people are, getting those headlights does not make you cool.
In fact, you or your car may get hurt.
What if that person has eyesight problems?
And i don't know, managed to swerve to your way.
It's entirely your fault.
There's a reason why we have laws that is against those kind of lights, smartypants.
Then, there's some people who think they drive really fast and is on the right lane.
Hello, if you're going side by side as the car on your left, you should get out of the way.
Move to the left lane and stay there until you can keep up with the fast cars.
USE YOUR BLOODY SIGNALS!!!!!
IDIOTS, how did you get your permits?
It does not require you to use your blood to make it work, you know.
Push it up or push it down, with A FINGER!
Its on your right, just behind the steering wheel.
You think people can read minds where are you going to turn exactly?
And stick to your lane! especially turning at the roundabouts!!
You have no idea how many times i almost ram in to cars who can't tell the difference between a curve and a straight line.
I'm a total bitch when i'm driving. So don't be surprised if i honk at you, or maybe flip you off.
You think people can read minds where are you going to turn exactly?
And stick to your lane! especially turning at the roundabouts!!
You have no idea how many times i almost ram in to cars who can't tell the difference between a curve and a straight line.
I'm a total bitch when i'm driving. So don't be surprised if i honk at you, or maybe flip you off.
- Mood:
angry
I wish i can block you out from my MSN.
You make me depressed every time we chat.
Do you hate daddy that much?
I mean hello, you are talking about MY dad and the fact it comes from you, MY mom.
I don't know if you purposely trying to make me hate daddy.
But you are basing on the past events.
Like seriously DULU-DULUUUUUUU.
If you can change, then daddy can change too. For the better.
And i need time to get used to you.
It's not like i can just be best buddy with you instantly.
And trust me, the way i'm treating you now is the same as daddy.
Like i told you, it's normal if i don't share with you about my deepest feelings and secrets.(you are my mother)
So, i WILL talk to you if i need advice or something.
You have to know that there are some things we may not see eye to eye.
You make me depressed every time we chat.
Do you hate daddy that much?
I mean hello, you are talking about MY dad and the fact it comes from you, MY mom.
I don't know if you purposely trying to make me hate daddy.
But you are basing on the past events.
Like seriously DULU-DULUUUUUUU.
If you can change, then daddy can change too. For the better.
And i need time to get used to you.
It's not like i can just be best buddy with you instantly.
And trust me, the way i'm treating you now is the same as daddy.
Like i told you, it's normal if i don't share with you about my deepest feelings and secrets.(you are my mother)
So, i WILL talk to you if i need advice or something.
You have to know that there are some things we may not see eye to eye.
- Mood:
blah
An hour ago, i just had my MUET speaking test.
It was terrible.
I'm not kidding.
I couldn't think of 3 bloody points in 2 minutes.
I sort of did but it wasn't good enough.
In fact, one of it was out of the topic.
I was candidate C.
The first two candidates didn't use all their time to present.
I kept stuttering, repeating and my sentences were all messed up.
The first, none at all but he did said Fuck and Sial.
The second candidate gave some points, bless her soul.
The fourth, one point but that's it.
So can you imagine the group discussion???
It was awkward.
I tried to keep the conversation going by babbling nonsense.
But i ran out of ideas.
I really made no sense. JESUS.
Making myself look really bad.
Didn't have time to think how to form good sentences.
I'm so frustrated!
I knew i could have done better than that!
Because the question was very general!
And I was going to make up for the loss in Task A through Task B.
This means i have to work hard for my other 3 components.
Joy.
It was terrible.
I'm not kidding.
I couldn't think of 3 bloody points in 2 minutes.
I sort of did but it wasn't good enough.
In fact, one of it was out of the topic.
I was candidate C.
The first two candidates didn't use all their time to present.
I kept stuttering, repeating and my sentences were all messed up.
The first, none at all but he did said Fuck and Sial.
The second candidate gave some points, bless her soul.
The fourth, one point but that's it.
So can you imagine the group discussion???
It was awkward.
I tried to keep the conversation going by babbling nonsense.
But i ran out of ideas.
I really made no sense. JESUS.
Making myself look really bad.
Didn't have time to think how to form good sentences.
I'm so frustrated!
I knew i could have done better than that!
Because the question was very general!
And I was going to make up for the loss in Task A through Task B.
This means i have to work hard for my other 3 components.
Joy.
- Mood: angry
for MUET.
I am still not confident in this shit.
Someone pass me the pills or hypnotize me, PLEASE.
This insecurity is due to the fact that I am going into a lion's den, unprepared.
No practices or trials.
Wow, sounds like a job for a suicide bomber.
Practice = death.
To think that i'm going to go through this twice,
shows that I am trying self destruct and then, remove any trace of myself.
Actually, i have no clue why am fussing over MUET because UPM only needs me to show proof that i have sat for the exam.
But there's this annoying side of me that wants to do really well, for the sake of my pride.
Geez.
*trying to think of calming thoughts*
If i fail MUET, i can retake, no biggie.
Just treat this one as a trial.
I mean, it is only RM60.
IELTS is a whole different matter, RM550 for a test.
holy crap.
If i screw that up, I'll prolly lock myself in my room watching reruns of Gossip Girl while eating all sorts of junk.
I have a small problem.
I AM ABSOLUTELY UNSURE ON WHEN IS THE MUET EXAM.
Shoot me, stab me, poison me.
End my misery.
Gosh, so much for calming thoughts.
I am seriously craving for cakes.
I NEED an oven.
If i do have one, i'll bake everytime i feel stressed.
Man, i could open up a bakery, assuming they taste like heaven.
2 days ago, i was feeling pleasant.
I have no clue why, I was being nice to every single kid.
And today on the other hand, it's like i'm a whole different person.
Emotional roller-coaster yo.
I was snapping at every single kid that comes near me or making noises.
Sarah was asking how do i feel about the kids now? Do you find any of them annoying?
Wow.
In my head was, Gosh, you have no idea.
But what came out of verbally was..
Well. Aside from the obvious, Brandon...
Then she cut me right there saying about some other annoying kid.
I have like a list of names but hey, i don't have to continue right?
I just remembered i have tons of yogurt in my fridge.
Toodles.
- Mood:
hungry
I miss everyone.
Working life is not fun.
It's exciting when i need to solve tough math questions at work, spasmodic happiness.
On my off days, I need to run errands like going to the banks, libraries and shit.
1 week feels like a month.
I FEEL OLD.
Frankly, I miss the studying life.
The people, the last minute cramming sessions, school activities.
I don't think I can last doing NOTHING other than working till next year, gosh.
At least I have MUET and IELTS to keep me sane, sort of.
I want to go to UK and just travel around.
I mean, if i can't get into a uni in UK, at least I can say I've been there.
We'll see how it goes.
I LOVE YOU ALL!
XOXOXOXOXO
Working life is not fun.
It's exciting when i need to solve tough math questions at work, spasmodic happiness.
On my off days, I need to run errands like going to the banks, libraries and shit.
1 week feels like a month.
I FEEL OLD.
Frankly, I miss the studying life.
The people, the last minute cramming sessions, school activities.
I don't think I can last doing NOTHING other than working till next year, gosh.
At least I have MUET and IELTS to keep me sane, sort of.
I want to go to UK and just travel around.
I mean, if i can't get into a uni in UK, at least I can say I've been there.
We'll see how it goes.
I LOVE YOU ALL!
XOXOXOXOXO
- Mood:
melancholy
Another woman told me to go for pharmacy or medicine.
Piss off!
If i can get 1 ringgit for every time someone says that to me, i'll be able to go for chinese classes.
I wanted to be a doctor but i made researches and i found an animal doctor instead.
So don't give me the "I thought you always wanted to be a doctor,"
Your version of doctor is very stereotypical.
Eventhough your 'doctor' only study humans, they are far more complex than animals.
If you screw up, you'll end up in court and lose your job.
Yes, i know they have very good pay and job availability o
Honestly, i do find Medicine VERY interesting, considering my obsession with ER and House.
Like i find Psychology interesting too.
Not everything revolves around these 2 profession.
So, stop being so narrow minded and try to open up your freaking minds to others as well.
Why does fuck, shit and bitch are considered as foul words?
It means sex, poop and a female dog.
Weird.
Why would you call someone a bitch and they get offended?
It's just a female dog.
I don't get it.
Why is the term bitch taken instead of other animals?
hmmmmmmmmm.
Odd, isn't it?
Piss off!
If i can get 1 ringgit for every time someone says that to me, i'll be able to go for chinese classes.
I wanted to be a doctor but i made researches and i found an animal doctor instead.
So don't give me the "I thought you always wanted to be a doctor,"
Your version of doctor is very stereotypical.
Eventhough your 'doctor' only study humans, they are far more complex than animals.
If you screw up, you'll end up in court and lose your job.
Yes, i know they have very good pay and job availability o
Honestly, i do find Medicine VERY interesting, considering my obsession with ER and House.
Like i find Psychology interesting too.
Not everything revolves around these 2 profession.
So, stop being so narrow minded and try to open up your freaking minds to others as well.
Why does fuck, shit and bitch are considered as foul words?
It means sex, poop and a female dog.
Weird.
Why would you call someone a bitch and they get offended?
It's just a female dog.
I don't get it.
Why is the term bitch taken instead of other animals?
hmmmmmmmmm.
Odd, isn't it?
- Mood: okay
Last night, I dreamed about chocolates, cookies and cakes.
I was eating them and i tasted the flavour too.
Weird.
I had this urge to make dresses.
Thank god I'm low on cash at the moment.
If i do have the money, I will prolly be wasting papers to sketch on and will buy the materials tomorrow.
Today is my off day.
ALLELUIA.
So, I will be in the library half the day and the other half running errands.
Work is hectic these days.
Working OT.
Brought home loads of homework to mark.
And i was supposed to do some MUET exercises.
I told Arthur "So do you feel good about yourself for cheating?"
It totally seem like I'm mad at my BF or something.
Actually he's just a boy from work.
Irritating.
Could not understand instructions.
Example,
Me"You can't do that. Unstack the whole thing and restart."
Him"Never"
Me"It's cheating"
I unstack some of the number magnets.
Him"NEVER!"
Me"Never is the wrong answer."
Him"You do la yourself. I don't want to help"
What an ass.
Then when i unstack the whole bunch of the magnets,
he went and stack the whole thing in running numbers AGAIN.
I was so close in shoving the magnets down his throat and let him do an MRI for the magnets to rip out from his scrawny body.
I cannot be a teacher.
I might end up killing students off 1 by 1 and end up in jail.
If i do in the near future, someone please just shoot me.
I was eating them and i tasted the flavour too.
Weird.
I had this urge to make dresses.
Thank god I'm low on cash at the moment.
If i do have the money, I will prolly be wasting papers to sketch on and will buy the materials tomorrow.
Today is my off day.
ALLELUIA.
So, I will be in the library half the day and the other half running errands.
Work is hectic these days.
Working OT.
Brought home loads of homework to mark.
And i was supposed to do some MUET exercises.
I told Arthur "So do you feel good about yourself for cheating?"
It totally seem like I'm mad at my BF or something.
Actually he's just a boy from work.
Irritating.
Could not understand instructions.
Example,
Me"You can't do that. Unstack the whole thing and restart."
Him"Never"
Me"It's cheating"
I unstack some of the number magnets.
Him"NEVER!"
Me"Never is the wrong answer."
Him"You do la yourself. I don't want to help"
What an ass.
Then when i unstack the whole bunch of the magnets,
he went and stack the whole thing in running numbers AGAIN.
I was so close in shoving the magnets down his throat and let him do an MRI for the magnets to rip out from his scrawny body.
I cannot be a teacher.
I might end up killing students off 1 by 1 and end up in jail.
If i do in the near future, someone please just shoot me.
- Mood: grumpy
You know sometimes you will get teased that some guy like you?
Over and over again.
I don't know, i don't usually mind but in this particular case, i do mind.
Because i REALLY do NOT see him that way.
Long story short.
If i do, i feel like barfing.
No joke.
I didn't mean to offend you but i did.
I'm sorry.
Hmmmm.
I've been getting nightmares lately.
Wake up like i ran a marathon or something.
Dead tired.
I think dead would be inappropriate.
Extremely drained.
I WANT BRACES.
But why are you so expensive?
5k plus or was it 10k?
I'm getting more and more horrified of MUET. yikes.
Over and over again.
I don't know, i don't usually mind but in this particular case, i do mind.
Because i REALLY do NOT see him that way.
Long story short.
If i do, i feel like barfing.
No joke.
I didn't mean to offend you but i did.
I'm sorry.
Hmmmm.
I've been getting nightmares lately.
Wake up like i ran a marathon or something.
I think dead would be inappropriate.
Extremely drained.
I WANT BRACES.
But why are you so expensive?
5k plus or was it 10k?
I'm getting more and more horrified of MUET. yikes.
Who in the world am i referring to?
MY MOTHER.
I can't understand her sometimes.
Literally.
Sometimes, she may say something but mean another thing.
Women.
I don't know about other mothers.
But when she starts on telling her past, boy, there's no stopping.
Until she actually forgot what was supposed to be the moral of the story, para mi.
And the thing is, i don't hear her.
I read her.
IM.
Being me, i get easily distracted by the wonders of the internet.
I don't know how to say this but she has to chill and stop being so in my face
because she makes me feel miserable.
In a sense that i can't relate to her and have no clue on how to respond to her.
Ah well, i'm still trying. HARD.
Oh my dearest Arthur, keep up with the cheating. I approve.
I know you can't lie to yourself.
The next time i see you, i will be extra nice.
Pinky promise.
I applied to University of Queensland today.
Vet as my 1st choice and Marine Studies 2nd choice.
Hoping i'll get an offer letter from them, so i can apply for scholarship.
I suppose.
I have to take IELTS in October.
Crap.
I'm terrified of MUET and i have to take IELTS too.
I have issues with exams.
MY MOTHER.
I can't understand her sometimes.
Literally.
Sometimes, she may say something but mean another thing.
Women.
I don't know about other mothers.
But when she starts on telling her past, boy, there's no stopping.
Until she actually forgot what was supposed to be the moral of the story, para mi.
And the thing is, i don't hear her.
I read her.
IM.
Being me, i get easily distracted by the wonders of the internet.
I don't know how to say this but she has to chill and stop being so in my face
because she makes me feel miserable.
In a sense that i can't relate to her and have no clue on how to respond to her.
Ah well, i'm still trying. HARD.
Oh my dearest Arthur, keep up with the cheating. I approve.
I know you can't lie to yourself.
The next time i see you, i will be extra nice.
Pinky promise.
I applied to University of Queensland today.
Vet as my 1st choice and Marine Studies 2nd choice.
Hoping i'll get an offer letter from them, so i can apply for scholarship.
I suppose.
I have to take IELTS in October.
Crap.
I'm terrified of MUET and i have to take IELTS too.
I have issues with exams.
- Mood: worried
and when it did, it'll spit poison all over your wound. Fascinating.
This is what you get for watching House marathon, you get bitter and sadistic like him,
Anyways, I have come up with alternative solutions for my not so bright future.
Pathways to Veterinary:
Take Biology course for a few years. Take another few years off to work and collect some money.
Then, go for Vet, 5 years.
Hmm, that takes about 10 years!
Fabulous. I'll be 30 then.
I need some advice and comfort on this pathways.
I'm annoyed at Glasgow, 20 000 pounds per year for 5 years!!!!
And it increases every year,
So let see, almost a MILLION malaysian ringgit!
I'm also aggravated with that Malaysian Scholarships.
Just because my dad is not even bumi but my mom is.
Sino kadazan does not exist in the race options. WHAT?
I'm killing my brain cells with all this non-stop farcical thinking.
Somehow, UPM does not appeal to me.
What if I want to continue studying overseas?
Will they accept me with a DVM from UPM?
Even vets that are graduates of UPM advice me to go somewhere else other than UPM.
Extremely reassuring!
UPM, your damn website is freaking useless.
My primary 5 scrapbook is more informative and systematic than that website.
Oh, i tried emailing you people. 3 different email addresses.
Takes one person only like a month to reply.
All i asked was when do you accept applications.
Gosh. adorn your website, better yet, shut it down.
Another reason for me to be very confident in the course that is ONLY offered by this uni in the entire MALAYSIA.
I actually can go on and on. Prolly in circles 'cause i have the stamina.
It's not that time of the month.
The thinking duration takes forever and it's making me a surly girl cause i can't do anything about it.
And again, i ran away with my emotions and a post filled with rants.
This is the only SAFE outlet for my suppression of anger on this matter.
I should try and sleep it off now.
When i wake up, start work as a less meaner teacher to the kids and it'll progress from there. :)
Toodles darlings.
xoxo.
This is what you get for watching House marathon, you get bitter and sadistic like him,
Anyways, I have come up with alternative solutions for my not so bright future.
Pathways to Veterinary:
Take Biology course for a few years. Take another few years off to work and collect some money.
Then, go for Vet, 5 years.
Hmm, that takes about 10 years!
Fabulous. I'll be 30 then.
I need some advice and comfort on this pathways.
I'm annoyed at Glasgow, 20 000 pounds per year for 5 years!!!!
And it increases every year,
So let see, almost a MILLION malaysian ringgit!
I'm also aggravated with that Malaysian Scholarships.
Just because my dad is not even bumi but my mom is.
Sino kadazan does not exist in the race options. WHAT?
I'm killing my brain cells with all this non-stop farcical thinking.
Somehow, UPM does not appeal to me.
What if I want to continue studying overseas?
Will they accept me with a DVM from UPM?
Even vets that are graduates of UPM advice me to go somewhere else other than UPM.
Extremely reassuring!
UPM, your damn website is freaking useless.
My primary 5 scrapbook is more informative and systematic than that website.
Oh, i tried emailing you people. 3 different email addresses.
Takes one person only like a month to reply.
All i asked was when do you accept applications.
Gosh. adorn your website, better yet, shut it down.
Another reason for me to be very confident in the course that is ONLY offered by this uni in the entire MALAYSIA.
I actually can go on and on. Prolly in circles 'cause i have the stamina.
It's not that time of the month.
The thinking duration takes forever and it's making me a surly girl cause i can't do anything about it.
And again, i ran away with my emotions and a post filled with rants.
This is the only SAFE outlet for my suppression of anger on this matter.
I should try and sleep it off now.
When i wake up, start work as a less meaner teacher to the kids and it'll progress from there. :)
Toodles darlings.
xoxo.
- Location:Malaysia, Kota Kinabalu
- Mood: restless
- Music:Marit Larsen - If A Song Could Get Me You
